My retreat experience is still unfolding, as I go over the details in my mind, again and again, constantly gaining wisdom and insight into myself and everyone who was involved in the experience. Maybe its because my limited experience with groups of women have been online, for business or parenting groups, that I felt so stirred by the connection I felt to the others who were there. It could be that there was truly something otherworldly in the air. It could be the food, drink and other accommodations that made it so special, but I’m finding that even as my “buzz” seems to slip away, I just have to think about the weekend, and I am instantly relaxed and in a better place.

I was able to release a lot of grief and pain over the weekend, and in its place, I’ve discovered a natural feeling of inner peace. I have been strengthened by laughter, and its strength will be with me forever. I even recovered part of myself that I had put aside so that I had more time to work and for school. I’m glad to find that even when I have to let go of myself in order to walk forward, I can always pick me back up and continue the journey.

It was on this path, walking back to the house, that I found myself engulfed by nature and the sights and sounds of the woods. I don’t get to be “natural” as much as I used to be, and I forget the power that radiates from the ground, the trees, the sky and the elements within. Its an astounding feeling to truly release yourself to the world, to feel the pulse of the earth. It is magnificence with a touch of fantasy, and far too amazing to ever put into words.

I know that eventually, I will leave this suburban life and have my own Artemis Path to walk down whenever I need it. I know that by cutting out the things in my life that don’t give me joy, I am making room for newer and better things to bring me happiness. I have steeled my need to write, and write regularly, even if it means I type a blog until I have a better option. Its still writing, and its beautiful. This experience will never be forgotten, and can never be duplicated. I see my path so clearly, and I am excited to venture forth, not knowing exactly where it leads… but knowing that wherever I end up, I will be fulfilled and that the journey to get there will be nothing short of amazing.